Posted by panch from pool0343.cvx20-bradley.dialup.earthlink.net (209.179.251.88) on Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 1:11PM :
In Reply to: Re: To Lilly and Fred and Ployfriend posted by Lilly from libsci111.library.Vanderbilt.Edu (129.59.152.111) on Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 12:41PM :
: : +++That must have been your dumb twin that was demanding "HWELP" a while ago.
: xxx I resigned myself to it, partly, & also... well, hell, I realized that you're the one making a fool of yourself, after all. It's not like I'm hurting myself.
*****That wasn't the point...the point is that you cast yourself as a victim, and then deny it...and then do it again...making yourself into a perpetual victim you bear no responsibility for what happened to you...which you have never quite believed yourself...so you go on victimizing yourself...too much to follow? Keep yer eyes on the Bug.
: : ++++I don't know bugs cause I squash 'em...I don't study them. You don't know this stuff cause you don't study it, read it, think about it, write about it, LIVE it, etc. You construct your world view through a lens, very darkly...and THIS is what you come up with!
: xxx Oh, really? Wow, is THAT what everyone around me is like? At least I don't copy shit from other people who lived thousands of years ago & pass it off as unique, "artist." There now, that's the same sort of remark back at you. If you want to insult my profession, I'll insult yours. I have artist friends who are actual geniuses, I swear. You aren't representative of them. & some of them don't have degrees either. So, you can't go bashing them because they're academic. Why someone would spend so much money on something you generate & not buy the real thing off eBay beats the ever living hell out of me!
++++And I can't figure out why someone would want to screw you when they could a plastic doll from the same place! At least a dummy would be sincere.
: : ... just like in Baghdad when it was MY turn to abuse that girl...all I saw was myself tied to that tree with the same sick boys gropping at ME!
: xxx Exhibit A: You live vicariously through other victims, & then you claim their pain as your own. Not that that's "wrong," you just glorify yourself for it.
: : ++++Suck eggs.
: xxx Oh, OK. Hard boiled or raw? I really want to know.
: : +++You got THAT right. You engender the same [asexual] feelings in me.
: xxx Did I ever ask you to have these feelings?
: : ++++Not really. I guy who wanted you "in the worst possible way" would get what he asked for...that would mean a series of dismal relationships or a Ployfriend for life.
: xxx This from the "man" who tells me that no relationship can last more than 10 years, & that pretty soon I'll be eyeing my middle class neighbors, wanting to take showers with them. What projections?
-- panch
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