Posted by Lilly from ? (160.129.27.22) on Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 12:03PM :
In Reply to: Re: look, silly, posted by panch from pool0112.cvx25-bradley.dialup.earthlink.net (209.179.216.112) on Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 10:27AM :
: +++I am NOT your caring friend. I don't know you from Adam's off Ox. You strike me as unstable as hell...
xxx You don't know me, like you said. If I was unstable, I would have gone over the edge long before I "met" you. Let me ask you this: do you read things into my posts or project the personality of others you've know onto mine?
: so I thought I'd push you over the edge and be done with it...sort like you would a horse with a broken leg...why let it suffer...and why allow it to make ME suffer. The fact that you choose instead to limp around on three good legs is all to your credit...not mine. I never tried to "improve" you or raise you from the dead...in Nashville.
xxx Bullshit. & furthermore, you try to use me as some sort of example, depending on your mood, of what an "unstable" person or a "survivor" acts like... Mr. "method to his madness." I'm calling your bluff, again.
: +++I'm not interested in being liked or disliked...
xxx You obviously want the Assyrian community to respect & like you & your works. If you didn't, you wouldn't have made such a fuss about everything.
: ++++The frustration I "took out" on you CAME from you.
xxx For trying to get you to act respectfully toward a few other posters?
: ++++What happened between me and that certain person you can't even name...
xxx "Land of Abuse"?... You have been projecting your attitude about what happened between you & that person onto me. In other words, you think that you know what I "want" out of life, how I define myself, because you yourself feel that way. I am not the person you think I am.
: had nothing to do with you...and not a hair on your hairless arse was disturbed because of that. YOU are then one who's been lashing out at everybody for that one seminal experience that shaped you since.
xxx Do I bring this up with other posters? Do I treat other posters the same way I treat you? You, on the other hand, treat a lot of people the same way... the people you don't know well, you treat like "bugs" until they kiss your arse.
: I like Jackie...could sit down with her today and have a whale of a good time. My response to her is business...it is NOT personal.
xxx Then what the hell was all that shit about her personal life that you posted triumphantly all up & down the board? Besides what you say led to her actions... you mentioned other things about her interactions with other people that had nothing to do with your case.
: +++"Sweethearts" will stay that way...as you will stay the way you are no matter how many sweethearts know you.
xxx What way am I? You don't know me, remember? I do not limit myself to one set of characteristics.
: I'm not teaching them anything...this isn't college.
xxx College isn't life, but it can be an aspect of one's life. Just like having a job - it shapes one a bit, & one lives part of one's life through it.
: ++++I'm not interested in my degradation...I'm not interested in my inconvenience...I'm interested in setting an example for what the next leader of ours can expect to happen to them if they unthinkingly and with ideas of total immunity, committ the kinds of outrages they've been committing for years.
xxx That's good, but you're poisoning your future when you act disgracefully. There are ways you can write about your experience w/ her (& others) that won't make your credibility, in the future, go to hell.
: pss. whatcha wearin?
xxx No, & since you asked, I did NOT get implants. I like my body just as it is, naturally.
-- Lilly
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