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Posted by Warrior Empress (Guest) - Friday, April 16 2004, 11:40:23 (EDT)
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Well I guess you are right, like my parents and the way they pose in their little socialite world, I am ruled and completely overrun by fear. I see that life is like an ocean, deep and wonderful and yet full of waves. Sometimes you are high and really sure of where you are going, sometimes you are flat, peaceful, contented and calm, and sometimes you are drowning.

I know I have to take the step and leave again, I just wish I didn;t have to always fucking re-evaluate my life and taken these steps. You make it seem like I haven't done it before, and yes I do feel like I am victiizing myself, I have become every woman I have ever hated. I know what I have to do. And it wont be long. My ticket outta here is in July and then I can finally go home and pick up the pieces again.

Thanks Fred, you helped me out alot today.

Warrior xoxoxox

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Fear Warrior Empress - Friday, April 16 2004, 11:40:23 (EDT)
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