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Re: Shunning Jesus
Posted by Shushan (Guest) - Sunday, September 5 2004, 21:10:03 (CEST)
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yes i agree with all you said and when you talk with such genius insight, i can't help but opine here too... i am sorry for my pathetic good byes, i am just going through something from all the crap i have gone through culminating with my going a week without sleep to kindlessly selflessly help someone to now feel liks crap about it... and i just really need that internet break since there have been a threat to invade my privacy and i am just tired this week... so maybe i will come back one day under a different name... that is if my longest goodbye ever ends ;)... its hard saying goodbye when you talk with such passion and insight, but easy when everyone is bickering and trying to tear each other apart and the fact that i got smack damn in it the other day, it has been making me sick and i need an internet break... so lets see if this can really be goodbye, for now. i also don't want to hurt anyone that would feel that i am tearing them nor christianity down since my family is very christian for the most part... i just think that christianity needs to change as all religions do to stop this cycle of hate.. but after getting hit with hate and lies that made me react back, i feel i have no right to preach on that at this time.. i have some healing to do... a bit depressed about having yet another deed get punished... so let me try to say goodbye even though at this point i sound foolish keep saying goodbye but keep coming back.. what can i say you have placed some kind of spell that won't let me leave but it is time.

and my first lover didn't have any complaints ;)... me neither :) cause thank God that religion never brainwashed me to think glorious sex is a sin and the beautiful human body is a shame... thats what happens when you let disfunctional men hidding from real lives and real relationships create and run you religions like the catholics that i had to deal with... but i like you have an independent reasoning mind that i can see beyond all the bullshit and crap... but i have to admit i have an affinity for jesus' teachings and spirit and once even had an encounter with his holy spirit.. but i will save that for another day, when i come back.. cause you know i won't be able to stay away if my goodbye took a week or so. :)

much love. shushhhh



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