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Tiglath...
Posted by parhad (Guest) - Saturday, August 28 2004, 19:27:39 (CEST)
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...clearly Paul is mortified at some "transformation" he sees in you and has been agonizing and lying about it for some time...from his reaction and subsequent behavior he seems to believe the Devil has you in his grip and he must do all he can to release you from a spell you're laboring under. I find it amusing and insulting. For all the perverse power his Church brings to bear on defenseless children he worries over what an adult chooses to believe.

You've shown the same progression in growth and development where these sacred cows are concerned as I and others have...there is ample evidence that you evolved on your own...as I did...but of course there is also evidence that we shared ideas and sparked thought in each other's minds..as ADULTS.

Paul is behaving as if you'd escape from Sunday School and were being influenced by another "kid" from the wrong side of town.

There isn't anything he's able to say that would honestly force you "back"...back into the fold or at least to the position you occupied before on its fringes..but still very much within the fenced off area where you were allowed "moral freedom"...all the space he thinks you deserve...in a pen with him.

Unfortunately, for all of us, he did more than try to dissuade you based on YOUR ideas and growth...as if you were an adult who could reason...as if there IS no other way allowed or allowable than his own...as if you "became Muslim"...and your family will be forced to shun you forever.

Paul has behaved as if I "kidnapped" you...your mind and soul at least. It's a silly thought I know but then I didn't introduce it..I just called it for what it is. You've noted yourself how often this idea of kidnap, or demon possession has been used to explain away a very simple fact..in this case that you acted like any sane person would...examined your ideas against newer ideas you picked up from EVERYWHERE...as any intelligent person who owns his OWN soul would...as our Assyrians obviously did...Paul can remain in cement and wave garlic at what is unfamiliar or frightening..the rest of us would like to keep growing and evolving...as Ashur meant us to. We are not his servants..he is ours.

Looking back on it and judging him by his most recent lies...accepting the obvious fact that he was lying all along...it seems to me that his real method to win you to your senses,,which means back to where he was used to you being and recognized you as a member in good standing of his family..and yours...has been to try to make me ugly...to demonize me, as these people have been so effective at doing to everything from a god carved from a coconut to children of Evil parents.

This again shows what he thinks of you...that I am an "idol" to you...maybe even a "hero"...like Jesus is to him..and he thinks Ashur is to me...or you. For my part I know this isn't true...I admire what you have DONE and I have no doubt you admire some things I have done as well...and it ends there...there are of course hundreds of people who's accomplishments we've admired and will till we die.

That isn't hero worship..it isn't worship at all..and I'm afriad Paul is desperate to worship SOMETHING.

Had he kept his wits about him and acted as a sane and honest man...taken real advantage of what is offered here and not tried to pervert it for the sake of deflating me in your eyes..as if that's all your "follishness" is based on..had he played fair and honest and open...I would have too.

I hope you believe it...not for my sake...but for your own...for your own intelligence and continued fearless probing where very very few of us have dared go. Sometimes it is family..the nearest and dearest people in your Life who also pose the greatest threat to you...should you be one of the blessed of the earth who has always helped Humanity move on, from the beginning..and been forced to pay for the gift you bring.

Dislike me all you want to...hate my guts..it makes no difference to me...so long as you stay you...for that way I can continue to admire the work you're doing on behalf of us all...and that's all that matters to me.

I never have to meet you...to appreciate immensely all that you've done for us...and us includes me.

Once again, I apologize for believing I had no choice but to do as I did...and I will change nothing.



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