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parhad
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- Sunday, August 22 2004, 3:00:49 (CEST) from -  Windows XP -  Internet ExplorerWebsite: Website title: |
I just realized I've been sitting at the computer for 12 hours. I took the dog for a walk so she could shit on some Americans...and that was it. Sculpture sits waiting in the studio...but something compells me to keep exploring this...it's the least I can do to justify the Assyrian monuments and sculpture...else I'm an opportunist like the rest... I've about shot my own head off where it comes to any "benefit" I could have had..any "golden opportunity" to capitalize on my "status" as the greatest Assyrian sculptor...when I'm the ONLY Assyrian sculptor in this league...and as the one who created AND installed the first Assyrian Monument in 2500 years anywhere on earth. Paul says I should stay barefoot and in the studio..leave the heavy intellectual lifting to him...right. A guy who can't answer simple questions is going to convince me he knows "too much" to bother. I know a lot more about sculpture...Assyrian or otherwise than he does...than any of you do..but the whole point is SHARING...not Preaching...and talking down to people. Anyway...all these things written and said are here to haunt me and follow me from now on...there's no denying or taking them back..unless honestly done so...and here I am...either prophet or fool, making another Assyrian sculpture when I swore I wouldn't...and one of our own god...the one Paul sent to hell...the Allaha-Ashur...the one with the violent and evil-intentioned butter knife...and I'm going to return to the States...hopefully avoiding a season at Guantanamo...to sell this Assyrian sculpture to the same people Jackie and Nimord and now Narsai have been lying to for years... An Assyrian is an eternal REALIST...not an optimist...just as we were every time in our history when we were conquered and humiliated...yet we patiently fought back, we lived to fight another day instead of rushing off to heaven and leaving our children behind at the first sign of danger to THEM!..we didn't dream idle dreams..we didn't design flags for countries we'll never get and don't need...while our's is right there being pounded and wasted by Christians Paul says are derived from Ashur anyway. I see the Iraqi soccer team...I see the Assyrian lines and features and the grim determination and humanity and humor...I see what it must have cost them in concentration, in suppressed sorrow and anguish those who "remember Simele" can never imagine...I imagine the kind of concentration and focus it takes to keep kicking a ball while the world kicks your heart and teeth in...and I see Assyria...I see it rising strong and proud wherever there is the slightest opportunity...I see them MAKING the opportunity...and I know I'm doing the right thing... The future of Assyria and the future of Iraq are the same...as one thrives the other will also...never mind outward symbols or names..the SOUL is alive and well after all that's happened to our people for thousands of years...my Lord...what an honor to be of that sort of lineage...screw a triangle ghetto filled with humbug Christians...ALL of BetNahrain is ours...and if we lose it today...we'll find it again tomorrow...just as our people always did...we will again live to fight another day. Long live Iraq...and if this fascist new world order breaks its head against the warm and loving heart of Iraq...we will have given humanity yet another gift. --------------------- |
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