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Posted by beezelbub (Guest) - Tuesday, July 12 2005, 8:49:28 (CEST)
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...Ashur Beth-Shlimon knows he'll get nothing...no lands, no triangle...nothing. But he says it's important to TALK about it. The rest of them evidently think along the same lines...they talk..they threat, they bluster...they demand...and all the while they too know it's all talk...done merely for the sake of having something to say...and "doing" something. Do you see how "talk" has become "doing" to them?

Would anyone serious about what he or she claimed was most important for them to ACHIEVE be satisfied just to talk about it? Is that an activist...or a blowhard?

While the boys were determined to preserve Nimrod's "status"...they allowed their own standing in the larger community to get trashed. Whoever heard of any other "proud" ethnic group in which ONE man...one old fart, threatened to sue an American city like Chicago if they dared install an Assyrian Monument? But, to maintain the fiction that we have something to be proud of in just HAVING a "senator"...they lost out on a monument that would have been erected and remained for all time, honoring this Heritage they claim to want to preserve etc.

Something is seriously wrong with this picture. How can TALK, when everyone admits it is JUST talk...trump DEEDS? I know one answer...as Maggie said and so many of us have realized...these boys are insanely jealous of anyone rising above the squalor they maintain must be the limit of what "Assyrians" can hope to achieve...because while they can all talk as BIG as they want...say whatever they want...such as Hanna's assinine comment that ONE "Assyrian" was more than a match for 1000 Kurds...or that they should form their own militia and go fight for their triangle...what these boys can actually DO is so limited by their own mediocre abilities that they are PETRIFIED of being put to any test...not even a petition drive can succeed among them.

But what they especially fear and despise and MUST shoot down...even more than a Kurd or Muslim thing, is any one of us doing something way beyond their capacity....nothing shows them up more than this, than that an Assyrian succeeds...because in his or her own success lies the failure of every boy..it is then that we can compare and see who actually does something....while all the rest can do is talk big...silly, but BIG.

Take grair and his attempts to lessen the value of the Ashurbanipal monument...or any monument as a place for "shit". Imagine all the sculpture in the world he never thought to and would never dare say such things about...then ask yourselves why he would finally choose to make these comments about an Assyrian Monument...why?

Because none of the other monuments are a threat to him. What does he care if Italian and French and American monuments are splattered with shit? It never struck him before...never bothered him...he had no axe to grind with those people or the sculptors. But he is angry that an Assyrian should do such a thing. Imagine his same attitude towards the first Assyrian allowed to attend and graduate from a Medical School which was open to all...but at which no Assyrian had ever been accepted. What words of derision would he have for this first Assyrian doctor?

Now you get the size of these boys. They are terrified by the success of Assyrians in any other field besides martyrdom....for in our death and exile and suffering they see HOPE. Hope for them to shill for their Hebrew god.

But there are too many of us...and there will be others who will reject this way of being "great" and "worthwhile". There will be other Assyrians who will go out there in the public arena, not as cripples begging their Messiah...but as whole and healthy human beans...and they'll make us proud...and they'll scare the shit out of the grairs some more.

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