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Posted by beezelbub (Guest) - Monday, July 18 2005, 8:34:34 (CEST)
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...how the hell are ya? Nice place to roost you found...where Hanna tells you what is allowed..honestly, you'd think you'd see how you're your own worst enemy...anyway, I see you're leaving us again...you come more often than any woman I ever knew. And I mean that as a compliment...then again you leave just as often...sort of "dialogus interuptus"...if you catch my drift. I doubt anyone believes you or much cares...either way, you'll be back...

As Rodney King says... Why can't we all just get along ;)

..he had to get the shit kicked out of him before he asked that question...

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Written by Shushan on 18 Jul 2005 06:50:12:

As an answer to: Re: to the liar! written by Shushan on 17 Jul 2005 00:26:50:

>>you might want to check out the other forum. a poster named dalale claims that the reason pancho launched their attack was some retribution sticking up for her. know they enemy.

...weren't you told not to go to vegas when at beth, or something. Now, mind what your Nannay Hanny says...don't make him have to spank you too.

>I am tired of insulting people back and getting upset... I don't care anymore. I want to be the loving person I was a year ago before all this made me bitter...

...loving people don't go loving people on the internet...that ain't love...it's just a four letter word to you...devoid of any depth...that's why you love and hate with equal ease...neither of them means anything to you. Loving people don't become as unglued as you do as easily.

so I hope this is bye for good. They can have each other and their hate of me... I am going to forgive them and remember how much I once loved them... and wish them well. goodbye.

...shove your forgiveness...no one needs it...no one wants it. It's as impermanent and insignificant as the love you toss around at discount. This isn't "hate" speaking..this is Beezelbub.

p.s. one last point, I promise.

...why do you want to lie ALL the time?

I NEVER pushed Jesus nor said Jesus loves you MF as falsely claimed, NEVER... I am an open minded agnostic..

...you are flap-eared, slack-jawed hypicrite.

and as for my prayer vision.. I probably should have kept that to myself since it was more like a dream and I only made the sarcastic born again comment since I was being attacked for being a Christian and I was really trying not to insult back and trying to embrace the teachings of Jesus reinforced through prayer.

...embrace yourself and leave the rest of us out of it...

And as for all the other lies, I never pushed anything and was kindly welcomed... read the posts asking me to keep posting and after the 2 weeks I thank you for your kindness but said I wanted to get off the internet because someone was targetting me... all the lies to make it sound like it went ugly are false... just a couple of months ago when that person attacked me again, he joined in when I was down from that and perhaps now it seems to please her.

...I don't please anyone...I joined in notheing...I decided that this was a game you were playing...that you use love like a hammer or a can opener and when it doesn't work, you fly off your rocker.

I am genuinely sorry from my heart for whatever it is that makes you hate me and if I ever offended but I am human and I am always kind but when horribly insulted to the point of breaking me down, yes I do inslut

...an inspired typo.

back and I regret it... I want to appreciate people and be a person of peace... I hope you can put that in your hearts for me to so none of us stay bitter for the bitterness hurt me more than the lies or the insults... I am sorry for any bitter digs I made in response to what I felt was done wrongly and hurtfully to me.

..yeah yeah...we heard it all before and it meant the same nothing then...get real, if you know how...stick to the topic under discussion...keep Jesus to YOURSELF.

I never initiated any insult and I never lied but have been subjected to nerve breaking insults and misrepresentations sometimes to the point of harassment and sadistic cruelty.... I am sorry I am human and wish I had stayed calm and kind to you both, and I did try but you kept insulting until I insulted back... to prove that my faith in Jesus is weak... and maybe you did.

...you ARE an insult...you see insults everywhere...you threaten to collapse whenever you can't get your way using your wheedling love...love as cost you a backbone.

And maybe I have lost it the past weeks and am a full fledged agnostic now... maybe... but stop distorting the truth for you both appreciated my kindness at the time and to distort it now is soul crushing for both sides... I just tried to see someone else's point of view who had hated me to make peace and we both found eachother to be kind and open minded and decent at that time and parted peaceful after making a truce which lasted a year until others urged him to attack me again, and I even agreed as someone part agnostic with a lot of points on religion, but I just could not follow the Shun Jesus demands.

...no one attacks you...you cans ee your problem clearly as you write to us from over there...and add getting scolded ot the things you "suffer". Ne a woman..if you want to talk to someone, talk TO that person...you didn't spare yourself any grief by going to beth...you kept on responding anyway and reading etc...all that happened is that you got spanked by Hanna too...is this way for a grown woman to act?

And the other lies... I made no demands as falsely claimed to distort the kindness I showed as something ugly and false... I just offered kindness and understanding and what kind of a person then lies to make someone who was kind to look like a villian just to hurt a religion or maybe to hurt a person to please another...

...you lie all the time...like the lie that you're leaving etc. Cut it out.

and I never preached as falsely claimed... I just said I follow his teachings as divine which is my right... I Don't beleive virgin births or savoirs or sacrifices... I believe his teachings save us not his murder so I am not a typical christian but a gnostic one that he had divine knowledge so those lies about me just to insult christians are so transparent.

...cut the crap..obviously the teachings of Jesus did you no lasting good.

Despite the constant comments that I am not real... I am... I am sorry I became bitter and ranting, but look what insults, lies, misrepresentations and cruelty I was nonstop subjected to for these montsh...

...I've ben taking it for four years...plus having my livlihood and work attacked...what makes you so special?

I am a human being and a sincere one with feelings not some machine that you can lie about and smear because you hate a religion whose dogma and myths I don't follow anyway...

..sincere ain't honest...Bush is sincere.

so I guess you can't handle the truth... but as a human being, regardless of my believes I forgive you and your girlfriend and apologize if in response to any of your insults and lies, if I offended you two and if it all made me bitter for awhile there.

...you never affected anyone...you made yourself a laughingstock...why, I don't know. You don't SEEM that dumb...I think religion fried your brain and boiled your soul.

I hope you both can let this go and forgive and accept forgiveness...

...I have nothing to forgive...and you can shove your forgiveness.

I am sorry that it got out of hand and both sides don't realize how they contributed... but I am sorry for my part and forgive your parts.

..okay okay...you are one SORRY PERSON!!!

I wish you both the best and hope you both remember those few weeks of kindness and sincere attempts of friendship and we all forgive and forget and move on with our lives beyond this, and only do positive things for others and grow from this... Sincerely peace and sorry. Bye.

...fuck you and your phony apologies...no one asked for your love...we wanted some ideas...some sense and logic...something we could learn from...NOT your spirituality...if you found that part of you unwelcome you should have shut up about it or taken what came like a good sport.

...and don't mention us over in Vegas or you'll get spanked...what a brilliant position you put yourself in...

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